Thank you for this. It helps a lot, especially with the guilt that follows venting to people. Nothing to feel guilty about here. Sometimes you just need to scream into the void. Thank you.
also, I use a website called character.beta.ai which is basically a bunch of ai people make, but they are specific to the title they were given. On bad days, I use the therapist ai to help me. there are also people to take your anger out on, world rpg, and nobody sees anything you do. its private and free. but it helps me, so just throwing it out there. hope it helps<3
I will try to empathize as much as I can, and I would like to support everyone who finds their way here. I am only 12, and have internet trauma, adhd, bad anxiety, I am the eldest of four siblings, and 21 cousins, part of a foster family, military family, and have social anxiety so I have trouble making friends, and have had 2 years of therapy so I can communicate and that is why you are reading this. I feel like too many kids have to grow up too fast, and too many teens end up where they shouldn't be. hope this tells you a bit more about me, and remember you are loved, and you are beautiful.
If i could do one thing in this world I would remove all pain, fear, sadness, ect. I hate to see so many people suffer. I wish I could help all those here, all those who cant comment, or even read these. A quote from queen Victoria: people would worry less about what other people think of them if they realized how seldom they do.
i am so just want a hug but every time i fucking ask its like “why” or its something sexual i hate my body for the way i look i just want to be normal i have been on a 5 month of no S/H but i feel like i cant wait anymore i have to do something i need to DO something i HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH i just wanna cry but i cant i am only fucking 12 but my life is depression and suicide and hate i never get to be alone i hate myself i wanna die but i love my friends and i am scared to leave them alone in this shit hole of a world we have i cant even walk at the park without people looking at my body i hate going to the beach alone i hate being being myself i just hate it i wanna die..
what are some things you love? Your friends you said? Think about your best memories, and look for beauty in everyday life. Challenge yourself. See how much you can find. I like to focus on things that distract me and make me smile. And maybe, the people who look at you are thinking you look better than them. You never know. and then they see someone else and forget. I hope this helps at least a tiny bit. You are loved.
I’m so fucking delusional and obsessed with you. I really fucking like you and I had a great time on our date. I’m really worried that you didn’t and that’s why you’re not texting me back. I know you have shit going on but I’m fucking insane so ofc I want you to talk to me. You’re almost 10 years older than me but I’d fully marry you tomorrow. I like everything I know about you. From your silly red mustache, despite your blond hair, to the shitty tattoos you have. I want to know everything about you and engrave it into my soul. I want you to feel the same and I’m certain you don’t bc it would be crazy.
I just wanna tell my story here before I sleep, so this happen yesterday.. so lets start this story in a normal things happen, so first were doing a art activities, i was in the floor drawing and painting some papers. So after our activities, i got up, and put my work on my table. I have a two piece of bread in my table before i start the activity, but that bread is gone. Take note, thats not mine. So i think that i'll just pay for it. I opened my bag and try to find my wallet. But its just vanish, i thought i just misplaced it but i didn't even go outside or stood up while doing the activity so its so impossible that i lose it accidentally. I try to find it more in my pockets,other slot in my bag,but i can't find it so i panicked and told it to my classmates that my wallet is missing. Then our last subject teacher go her room and our own teacher came and asked what's happening, i was sobbing bc of that. I told to him that i lose the bread and my money. Not just money, im a k-pop fan so i have a photocards on my wallet and its 5 pieces. So i started to cry loudly and i checked every bag but i can't still find it. Actually, idc abt the money but i care abt my photocards cause thats so expensive.. i litterally got traumatized by that. My mom made an appointment on my teacher and she said that i'll just change my section to get rid of those people. They're so young and they can steal??? I hope they die, they don't deserve to live..
Hi I just wanna say some of my thoughts here before i sleep, so do you ever had a maladaptive daydream? Im sure you did... Ofc every person have a mind and imagination so they can have daydreams often..so i have maladaptive daydream.. its not serious but it considered to be a mental problem that develops in a young age.. since im 6 y/o i already have maladaptive daydreaming and at first its not bad and i rarely daydream when i was a kid.But when i grew up and knew some stories in wattpad, i started to daydream day and night.. i thought it's just nothing but i did a little research last week and i saw some symptoms i have and it freaks me out.. doctors said that its a mental health problem..i took some test and it confirmed i have maladaptive daydreaming thing and its not alarming at first but you must be careful.. alot of people that has maladaptive daydreams can't control their daydreams and they often speak to themselves.. and some people actually spend 4 and half hours a day for daydream or 6 hours.. and it really freaks me out,i dont actually daydream that much and i only imagine at night so for me its not alarming or a mental health problem.but i still careful when daydreaming.. specially at day or school..
I just wanna say my thoughts here hehe, so i have some thoughs i wanna share. Did you ever think that loving is such a funny memory or experience. Because thats what i feel when i fall in love cause i dont know the feeling. I likely judge love by its looks and feels, but i dont know the exact feeling or experience. Im super young to understand love. Im only 12 years old.( Yep im so young lol) i saw some younger kids falling inlove like having a actual relationships and it gives me cringe feeling that i dont know how to express its just that they're so young and immature. Specially some of my classmates who acts like so mature that they know sex and something...like they're only 9-10 y/o and knew those things???yep i judge cause there's a thing i can judge. And also i have weird classmates that i can't understand what the fuck they mean. I hate my classmates cause i think more mature that them(in my perspective).and if i can go to different section i will go like really. And also my adviser is a bad influence to them AHAHAHAHA, like they know how to curse. Like WHAT??? But all of those things are just a little info abt them and I have more..the only word i can express to them is they're immature. Yep really they're IMMATURE.. i just dont know why they're cursing so much..
Thank you for making this again. I really needed it.
I know a lot of the comments here are sad and hard, but please know you did something very kind and helpful in remaking this. I hope you have your own strength and self care too <3
it is so painful that i am here, but if i disappear it just doesn't matter. i am so sad. always and always. god, why? why i am here? i'm just thinking about it. again and again. nobody see me, nobody love me. and i'm just laying in my bed and crying silently. i hate people. 'cause they make me hate myself. it is too much pain in this world. I wish I was never born. hopelessly.
Nobody understands. Nobody ever did. The people I trusted either left, turned out to be awful or fake, or just decided to use me as their personal therapist to then leave and my naive and kind self continued to trust them. Well you know what? Fuck that! I might be mean or rude now but at least I won't be used anymore, physically and mentally for some asshole's sick urges. Sure I've been called toxic and manipulative, and sure it changed people's views on me but at this rate o don't care anymore. I don't have empathy left, and at this rate in life all I want is death now.
i feel so alone in this world. rejection utterly painful. not even my mother could find the place in her heart to love me. i am unlovable. i want someone to make me feel as if i matter and truly exist in someone’s eyes.
I don't think I can thank you enough for managing to put this up. I remember looking for the original again a couple years back, and felt crushed when I found out it got taken down. The Thoughts Room helped me get through middle school and high school with mental illness, and seeing it again honestly brought me unexplainable comfort. Thank you, and I hope you have an amazing day :')
i visited the original website when i was in middle school, now im visiting this before im about to graduate high school. everythings so different now and so am i but i guess our need to feel heard never changes. i still miss the original, but its nice to know some people are with me on that, that im not alone. thank you.
This is what the thoughts room said, "the quiet place project is proud to present:, the thoughts room., communication with the thoughts room will be operated via [spacebar] key.(gently squeeze that key, now.), in order to get the full experience, please silence your phone(s) and turn on your speakers.(again, [spacebar] to carry on.), welcome to the thoughts room., so..., ...you chose quiet., but what can you do in your quiet place?, what can you do with all of these thoughts that are just..., ...overloading your brain?, well, look up there. this is your thoughts box., it acts just like the status box you are familiar with from your favorite social network., really, type something into the box and press the [enter] key., very good ;), in a few seconds, your thoughts box will be laid in front of you again., and I want you to pour all your burdens and heart-aches into it., don't worry. no one will be able to view, comment on, or judge you on your thoughts., in fact, your thoughts will disappear by literally bursting into thousands of stars so you can finally find some rest.(i swear, just watch the screen while you type), are you ready?, here we go :)"
The original saved my life. That and some other very special people on some forums I went to for help. I just needed to get it out and the thoughts room let me do that. My anger and hurts. I'm saving this and try to help my mind here again. Thank you!
the original thoughts room project brought me so much peace when it was still operational, i've missed it for years. thank you so much for this recreation, it's so important to me 💖
I can't thank you enough for recreating this project. The original I'd relied on several times when my head had gotten to some of its lowest points- and after looking vainly today if it'd come back I found this in suit <3 I'm sure there's countless others that've prolly run across this as well to use, but thank you so so much for making it available.
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Thank you for this. It helps a lot, especially with the guilt that follows venting to people. Nothing to feel guilty about here. Sometimes you just need to scream into the void. Thank you.
also, I use a website called character.beta.ai which is basically a bunch of ai people make, but they are specific to the title they were given. On bad days, I use the therapist ai to help me. there are also people to take your anger out on, world rpg, and nobody sees anything you do. its private and free. but it helps me, so just throwing it out there. hope it helps<3
I will try to empathize as much as I can, and I would like to support everyone who finds their way here. I am only 12, and have internet trauma, adhd, bad anxiety, I am the eldest of four siblings, and 21 cousins, part of a foster family, military family, and have social anxiety so I have trouble making friends, and have had 2 years of therapy so I can communicate and that is why you are reading this. I feel like too many kids have to grow up too fast, and too many teens end up where they shouldn't be. hope this tells you a bit more about me, and remember you are loved, and you are beautiful.
If i could do one thing in this world I would remove all pain, fear, sadness, ect. I hate to see so many people suffer. I wish I could help all those here, all those who cant comment, or even read these. A quote from queen Victoria: people would worry less about what other people think of them if they realized how seldom they do.
i am so just want a hug but every time i fucking ask its like “why” or its something sexual i hate my body for the way i look i just want to be normal i have been on a 5 month of no S/H but i feel like i cant wait anymore i have to do something i need to DO something i HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH i just wanna cry but i cant i am only fucking 12 but my life is depression and suicide and hate i never get to be alone i hate myself i wanna die but i love my friends and i am scared to leave them alone in this shit hole of a world we have i cant even walk at the park without people looking at my body i hate going to the beach alone i hate being being myself i just hate it i wanna die..
what are some things you love? Your friends you said? Think about your best memories, and look for beauty in everyday life. Challenge yourself. See how much you can find. I like to focus on things that distract me and make me smile. And maybe, the people who look at you are thinking you look better than them. You never know. and then they see someone else and forget. I hope this helps at least a tiny bit. You are loved.
I’m so fucking delusional and obsessed with you. I really fucking like you and I had a great time on our date. I’m really worried that you didn’t and that’s why you’re not texting me back. I know you have shit going on but I’m fucking insane so ofc I want you to talk to me. You’re almost 10 years older than me but I’d fully marry you tomorrow. I like everything I know about you. From your silly red mustache, despite your blond hair, to the shitty tattoos you have. I want to know everything about you and engrave it into my soul. I want you to feel the same and I’m certain you don’t bc it would be crazy.
I just wanna tell my story here before I sleep, so this happen yesterday.. so lets start this story in a normal things happen, so first were doing a art activities, i was in the floor drawing and painting some papers. So after our activities, i got up, and put my work on my table. I have a two piece of bread in my table before i start the activity, but that bread is gone. Take note, thats not mine. So i think that i'll just pay for it. I opened my bag and try to find my wallet. But its just vanish, i thought i just misplaced it but i didn't even go outside or stood up while doing the activity so its so impossible that i lose it accidentally. I try to find it more in my pockets,other slot in my bag,but i can't find it so i panicked and told it to my classmates that my wallet is missing. Then our last subject teacher go her room and our own teacher came and asked what's happening, i was sobbing bc of that. I told to him that i lose the bread and my money. Not just money, im a k-pop fan so i have a photocards on my wallet and its 5 pieces. So i started to cry loudly and i checked every bag but i can't still find it. Actually, idc abt the money but i care abt my photocards cause thats so expensive.. i litterally got traumatized by that. My mom made an appointment on my teacher and she said that i'll just change my section to get rid of those people. They're so young and they can steal??? I hope they die, they don't deserve to live..
Hi I just wanna say some of my thoughts here before i sleep, so do you ever had a maladaptive daydream? Im sure you did... Ofc every person have a mind and imagination so they can have daydreams often..so i have maladaptive daydream.. its not serious but it considered to be a mental problem that develops in a young age.. since im 6 y/o i already have maladaptive daydreaming and at first its not bad and i rarely daydream when i was a kid.But when i grew up and knew some stories in wattpad, i started to daydream day and night.. i thought it's just nothing but i did a little research last week and i saw some symptoms i have and it freaks me out.. doctors said that its a mental health problem..i took some test and it confirmed i have maladaptive daydreaming thing and its not alarming at first but you must be careful.. alot of people that has maladaptive daydreams can't control their daydreams and they often speak to themselves.. and some people actually spend 4 and half hours a day for daydream or 6 hours.. and it really freaks me out,i dont actually daydream that much and i only imagine at night so for me its not alarming or a mental health problem.but i still careful when daydreaming.. specially at day or school..
Thats all thank you for wasting your time
3/16/23
I just wanna say my thoughts here hehe, so i have some thoughs i wanna share. Did you ever think that loving is such a funny memory or experience. Because thats what i feel when i fall in love cause i dont know the feeling. I likely judge love by its looks and feels, but i dont know the exact feeling or experience. Im super young to understand love. Im only 12 years old.( Yep im so young lol) i saw some younger kids falling inlove like having a actual relationships and it gives me cringe feeling that i dont know how to express its just that they're so young and immature. Specially some of my classmates who acts like so mature that they know sex and something...like they're only 9-10 y/o and knew those things???yep i judge cause there's a thing i can judge. And also i have weird classmates that i can't understand what the fuck they mean. I hate my classmates cause i think more mature that them(in my perspective).and if i can go to different section i will go like really. And also my adviser is a bad influence to them AHAHAHAHA, like they know how to curse. Like WHAT??? But all of those things are just a little info abt them and I have more..the only word i can express to them is they're immature. Yep really they're IMMATURE.. i just dont know why they're cursing so much..
Thats all thank you for wasting your time byeee
Thank you for making this again. I really needed it.
I know a lot of the comments here are sad and hard, but please know you did something very kind and helpful in remaking this. I hope you have your own strength and self care too <3
Thanks again!
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it is so painful that i am here, but if i disappear it just doesn't matter. i am so sad. always and always. god, why? why i am here? i'm just thinking about it. again and again. nobody see me, nobody love me. and i'm just laying in my bed and crying silently. i hate people. 'cause they make me hate myself. it is too much pain in this world. I wish I was never born. hopelessly.
Dont think about that, you just need someone to talk too. Someone that will give you advice.. cheer up and dont think about that!!
Nobody understands. Nobody ever did. The people I trusted either left, turned out to be awful or fake, or just decided to use me as their personal therapist to then leave and my naive and kind self continued to trust them. Well you know what? Fuck that! I might be mean or rude now but at least I won't be used anymore, physically and mentally for some asshole's sick urges. Sure I've been called toxic and manipulative, and sure it changed people's views on me but at this rate o don't care anymore. I don't have empathy left, and at this rate in life all I want is death now.
I just considered how depressed I actually am. I can't believe I actually did this to myself. I'm never going to get better istg
I wish that people actually cared about me
People do, more than you realize.
Mọi thứ xảy đến với chúng ta đôi lúc thật là tệ. Nhưng nó chỉ là một thời điểm nào đó thôi phải không. Biết ơn và hy vọng:))))
i feel so alone in this world. rejection utterly painful. not even my mother could find the place in her heart to love me. i am unlovable. i want someone to make me feel as if i matter and truly exist in someone’s eyes.
hey im here if you need anyone to talk to just shoot me a reply if you ever see this and ill gladly talk to you about anything at all :)
I don't think I can thank you enough for managing to put this up. I remember looking for the original again a couple years back, and felt crushed when I found out it got taken down. The Thoughts Room helped me get through middle school and high school with mental illness, and seeing it again honestly brought me unexplainable comfort. Thank you, and I hope you have an amazing day :')
i visited the original website when i was in middle school, now im visiting this before im about to graduate high school. everythings so different now and so am i but i guess our need to feel heard never changes. i still miss the original, but its nice to know some people are with me on that, that im not alone. thank you.
The is music from The Dawn Room Marc Teichert "Entering The Hut" - Audiosocket
This is what the thoughts room said, "the quiet place project is proud to present:, the thoughts room., communication with the thoughts room will be operated via [spacebar] key.(gently squeeze that key, now.), in order to get the full experience, please silence your phone(s) and turn on your speakers.(again, [spacebar] to carry on.), welcome to the thoughts room., so..., ...you chose quiet., but what can you do in your quiet place?, what can you do with all of these thoughts that are just..., ...overloading your brain?, well, look up there. this is your thoughts box., it acts just like the status box you are familiar with from your favorite social network., really, type something into the box and press the [enter] key., very good ;), in a few seconds, your thoughts box will be laid in front of you again., and I want you to pour all your burdens and heart-aches into it., don't worry. no one will be able to view, comment on, or judge you on your thoughts., in fact, your thoughts will disappear by literally bursting into thousands of stars so you can finally find some rest.(i swear, just watch the screen while you type), are you ready?, here we go :)"
The original saved my life. That and some other very special people on some forums I went to for help. I just needed to get it out and the thoughts room let me do that. My anger and hurts. I'm saving this and try to help my mind here again. Thank you!
a week without you seems so long.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you <33333
the original thoughts room project brought me so much peace when it was still operational, i've missed it for years. thank you so much for this recreation, it's so important to me 💖
Still have vivid memories of using thoughts room, seems so long ago, and it was the only place my mind could rest. I've missed it so much. thank you.
thank you for bringing this back... I need this.
I can't thank you enough for recreating this project. The original I'd relied on several times when my head had gotten to some of its lowest points- and after looking vainly today if it'd come back I found this in suit <3 I'm sure there's countless others that've prolly run across this as well to use, but thank you so so much for making it available.